Well its been just over a month since i last blogged and alot has happened to me in between! the most important thing though is that today i handed in the last of my college assignments, although yeah i'll get one or two handed back for resubmits its still a weight of my shoulders that i'd been carrying around for the last 10 months!

I also found out today i didnt get the job that i have had a few interviews, while its bad news they say they might have some thing else for me so i'll have to go in and see them again next week to see if i can sort some thing out and see what its all about.

I'm still incredibly fed up at work and cannot wait to find some thing else to move on to, hopefully it is just a matter of time. I also need to start getting paid more as i seem to be almost starting that slippery slope into debt again as i owe £100 to different people already!

My sister got married just over a week ago in Turkey, it was actually nice to go on holiday with my whole family again, but not just my immediate family it was nice to have auntie and uncles there too. Unfortunately i had my phone stolen while i was out there, its not so much the phone i'm annoyed about its what was on it you know?

I'm back onto my fitness program again this week, i've done real well so far. i've managed to only have one packet of crisps so far this week(compared to my 5 a day thats one hell of an effort!) i went to the pub last nite and only had 3 vodka and diet cokes compared to my usual 6 or 7 pints of lager, and in around half an hour i'm off to the gym. Hopefully i'm gonna start to really knuckle down and get into shape. My mom is helping me with the food this time which is a real help as shes so strict when she wants something done even Hitler would have been scared to upset her! I've take some photos of my beer belly as motivation, i might put them up here (probs only so friends can view them though, if you can stomach them!) I am however at a real heavy weight of 15 stone again and my biggest ever waist of 40"!! but not for long i hope, but we shall see!