So i think its pretty well known that exercise can put you in a good mood cause of all the hormones and such right? well thats fair enough and i've gotta say i completely agree with it, however, what happens if your like what i've been this week where your not feeling in a perticulary good mood? cause i dont know about any one else but i cannot get motivated to go to the gym if i'm feeling a little crappy? ok i know i'll feel better after it but still its that actually physically moving to the gym i've not got past yet.

I think i've kinda not been so into it this week as i managed to put on weight last week which was so crap as i had been so good! i know i'll put on weight again this week as i've not tried but i'll have to just put more effort in next week i think!

Oh and we won my first game back in the 5-a-side footie we won 5-0 and i managed to keep my 1st ever clean sheet down there! i'm so chuffed!

So i make my come back into 5 a-side footie tomorrow and i cannot wait! since i broke my wrist i havent been able to play for around 3 months, mainly cause of my wrist but the last month because of my finances.

I just hope that it goes well and i aint too rusty, it will be good for me to get a bit of exercise. it certainly cannot hurt anyway! I might even write about how it goes tomorrow

Well its around 2 months until my 21st and my parents have started bugging me about what i want for my 21st birthday present and i dont have a clue! I'm not one of these people who really ever want much, a few pints, a game of footie and a nice lady and i'm perfectly happy!

This however isnt good enough for a 21st bday pressie so i've really gotta come up with some thing and soon! i've got £75 to spend (we aint the most well off family i got to admit!) however so far what i come up with is either way too expensive (The PS3 idea!) or a bit too cheap and almost not worthy of a 21st (The £5.29 'Join Me' Danny wallace book i want).

I've thought about maybe asking for a skydiving trip, a flying lesson or some thing like this but i've got a feeling this would be far too much? ah i dunno, guess i'll ust have to keep thinking...

Well its been just over a month since i last blogged and alot has happened to me in between! the most important thing though is that today i handed in the last of my college assignments, although yeah i'll get one or two handed back for resubmits its still a weight of my shoulders that i'd been carrying around for the last 10 months!

I also found out today i didnt get the job that i have had a few interviews, while its bad news they say they might have some thing else for me so i'll have to go in and see them again next week to see if i can sort some thing out and see what its all about.

I'm still incredibly fed up at work and cannot wait to find some thing else to move on to, hopefully it is just a matter of time. I also need to start getting paid more as i seem to be almost starting that slippery slope into debt again as i owe £100 to different people already!

My sister got married just over a week ago in Turkey, it was actually nice to go on holiday with my whole family again, but not just my immediate family it was nice to have auntie and uncles there too. Unfortunately i had my phone stolen while i was out there, its not so much the phone i'm annoyed about its what was on it you know?

I'm back onto my fitness program again this week, i've done real well so far. i've managed to only have one packet of crisps so far this week(compared to my 5 a day thats one hell of an effort!) i went to the pub last nite and only had 3 vodka and diet cokes compared to my usual 6 or 7 pints of lager, and in around half an hour i'm off to the gym. Hopefully i'm gonna start to really knuckle down and get into shape. My mom is helping me with the food this time which is a real help as shes so strict when she wants something done even Hitler would have been scared to upset her! I've take some photos of my beer belly as motivation, i might put them up here (probs only so friends can view them though, if you can stomach them!) I am however at a real heavy weight of 15 stone again and my biggest ever waist of 40"!! but not for long i hope, but we shall see!