I dreamt of my ex again last night, I seem to do it once every few months. Its odd cause to be honest I feel like I am over her, yeah I’ve still got some feelings for her (a mixture of hate and love lol!) after all she was my first love and we did go out for 5 years but then she cheated on me with my so called best mate at the time!

It has been two years pretty much since we split now so its frustrating that I can still dream about her. Its not that I miss her so much but more what we had, you know? We could just be ourselves around each other, we didn’t have to do any thing yet we were still happy just because we was in each others company. It was great you know, but I’ve not had that since we split with anyone else and I’m slightly fed up about that. In fact I’ve had a few dates, a lot of one night stands and just one relationship which only lasted a month since her! Ah I dunno…